New years.

This month has been flying by way to fast.
I feel like my birthday is rageing in closer every day and the time just keeps flying by!
I'll be turning 15 on the 26th of March--and I'm not really looking forward to it.
So much has happened...and so much is going to happen.
I'm really excited by at the same time worried...I feel like I'm hungry all the time, most likely becayse the days seem to go by like seconds, I feel like I should be eating right now. It's freaking me out. I have alot of art I need to post, my "new" art i've posted is really from 2008...I have so much to scan.
I don't know--I feel off track, like I skipped a tick in my inner clock like heart.
Maybe things will slow...hopefully.
I just need to focus--I can't get online untill 8 now, thanks to my parents and they "sceduled" times. I can't really get online to work on my stuff because they just yell at me.
I guess I need to double task--but 4 hours isn't enough time for me--odd to say...it's even less time to me now that my minutes are becoming seconds.
I guess I'm just to stressed out.
I never get to sleep untill 5-8am now...and I wake up at 2 or so....
Food doesn't taste very good, yet I'm always hungry.
I sorta just want silence but yet feel like I have so much to say yet nothing comes out.

I don't know whats wrong with me....
I hate being clueless about myself....